Tuesday, August 4, 2009

Prayers were not enough

I just got back from my ultrasound. There was no heart beat, no yolk sac no fetal pole. They said at almost 7 weeks we should of seen something. They are going to give me another ultrasound Friday or Monday but I know there will be nothing there.I have had every kind of miscarriage now. Natural, missed and now a blighted ovum. Why doesn't my body carry a baby. I thought this was different. I was doing everything I could do. I cant even cry anymore. I just right now hate my body.I think we are going to do IVF next. In a way I just want to give up and say hey my body just doesn't want to carry a baby.

Thank you all for your prayers.

Much love,
Suzanne

3 comments:

Katie Jo said...

Oh Suze....I'm so sorry. ((HUGS))

Shanny said...

I'm so so sorry =(
I know there is nothing I can say to help you feel better but you are in my prayers still and I'm thinking of you. Big big hug my dear.

Annie Marie said...

I'm so sorry. You're in my prayers.