Friday, April 10, 2009

We are back to not having a reason

I had the surgery yesterday. The doctor said I had no septum. She cleaned the scarring. She just called today to see how I was. I asked her how one doctor saw that I had a septum and she didn't.
She said when a hysterscopy is done in the office they have very limited sight. But when you are under anesthesia its a bigger camera and she can move all around in there. She moved the uterus around and really got a good look at it all. She said my uterus is shaped kind of heart shaped and that is why it looked like a septum. I have very mixed emotions. In a way I am so happy because I can try right away but on the other hand I don't have any reason for miscarrying. So I am at square one.
I am very scared to get pregnant again but I have faith that it will all work out.

Happy Easter to you all.


Shanny said...

I'm sorry. Its tough to have a problem & having to fix it but also to not have any reason for the problem... you must be frustrated, it sucks and I have no words except that I am sorry. ((hugs))

I do wish you a Happy Easter =)

Kristin (kekis) said...

It's frustrating when we eagerly search for a problem so it can be fixed. Then, when we don't "find" the problem to be fixed, we feel that we aren't fixable. It's like you can't win for losing, isn't it? I had the same issues with two different doctors giving me two different issues. Hopefully the little "cleaning" you got (much more expensive than a maid, huh?!) will help kick start the path to a BFP.

Have a Happy Easter and Happy Birthday! May the year ahead be fulling of love, joy, and blessings.